Monday, September 14, 2009

me about work.

rasanya kerja udah mulai aneh. gak tau kerjaannya yang aneh apa gue yang kerja dengan cara yang aneh. rasanya udah pengen **** aja. tapi entar bengong. gak rela juga bengong.
mo serius kerja, tapi kok rasanya gimanaaa gitu, ada banyak banget halangan merintang. buat tambah males ngelanjutin.

gue punya kerjaan dengan banyak banget deadlines. tapi rasanya pas mo bikin, pengennya nunggu aja sampe udah mo deadline, sampe udah ditanyain, baru dibikin. *mulai aneh*.

ehm, actually i wanna tell you that i have issue on work. gue agak susah mingle sekarang-sekarang ini. mulai punya dunia sendiri. mulai suka lebay dan milih-milih kerjaan. terus suka jadi drama queen sama diri sendiri gitu. mikir yang aneh-aneh yang mudah-mudahan gak bener.
well, i gotta say that sometimes my bad thoughts were not just a thought. sometimes they turned into proof. but i guess, itu bukan berarti apa yang gue bikin ato gak bikin itu jadinya bener. :)

oh, oke. *mulai tambah aneh* :D
sekarang ini gue udah gak bisa mikir nih. udah sangat pengen liburan. kenapa nungguin bulan oktober itu lamaaa sekali??
aku pengen segera oktober...
aku pengen liburan...
tapi aku harus perpanjang paspor dulu.
semoga bisa cepet jadi.
:)

posted by flirty @ 5:01 PM 1 Comments

Friday, September 11, 2009

freckles
by Natasha Beddingfield

I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK

[Chorus:]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Who you are
Who you are
Who you are

I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself

[Chorus]

Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

[Chorus]

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

Padahal pengen posting dalam rangka 9-9-09. Eh, udah lewat. Hehehehe. Yaudah deh. Semoga setelah tanggal ini keberuntungan akan ada dipihakku. Amiiiiiin. :D
S

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Thursday, September 03, 2009

me about me...

capek nih. capek mikir, capek kerja. jadi males ngapa-ngapain. terus jadi keterlaluan cuek karena terlalu males mikir mo ngomong apa lagi buat orang-orang. mungkin ini sebabnya orang itu harus ada liburnya dari kerjaan. terus juga kalo kerja emang jangan kebanyakan supaya kalo mikir apa-apa ato kalo mimpi bisa mimpiin yang lain diluar kerjaan. ;)

beberapa hari terakhir ini gue kepikiran untuk berhenti kerja. terus jalan-jalan aja terus keliling dunia. enak kali yeee. sayang gue gak punya banyak duit. hehehe.

gue lupa mo nulis apa.
dan sekarang gue lagi berasa takut dimarahin ya. berlebihan takutnya. takut di protes sama KPI karena udah bikin cerita m*noh*r*.
hehehehe.

posted by flirty @ 3:43 PM 3 Comments