beneran sedih deh gue.
parah sedihnya... :(
punya temen geng tapi rasanya ngga dianggep. ngga pernah diajak ngapa-ngapain lagi gue akhir-akhir ini. giliran gue yang ngajak ngga ada yang mau.
sedih ngga sih.
sekalian aja mereka bukan jadi temen gue. apa emang gue ngga dianggap temen.
hiks. hiks. hiks.
ya udah deh.
gue juga musti ngga terlalu ngarep lagi.
sedih sih. tapi mo begimana lagi.
hiks. hiks. hiks.
memang menyakitkan kalo ngerasa ilang sesuatu.
even if that 'sesuatu' is not something that you really want to have.
hiks.
well, so happy for you dear friend. :)
why do i feel weird??perasaan gue ngga jelas deh...
mudah-mudahan gara-gara gue lagi dalam masa PMS. jadi emosinya ngga jelas. naik turun. kesel, seneng. terus kadang-kadang terlalu cerewet. (eh, ngga nyambung ya. hehehe).
sepertinya gue udah mulai biasa nih. kalo mau 'dapet' gini rasanya. gue jadi nefting. udah suka mikir yang ngga jelas, terus negatif lagi.
jadi dalam rangka ngilangin perasaan negatif ini, gue mau menumpahkan (halah, menumpahkan... :P) prasangka buruk gue kesini, terus I'm gonna stop thinking about it and forget that everything ever happened. :D
okay. let us begin... :)
i think i'm a fast learner. i think i'm quite creative as a person. and i think when u get to know me well, u'll know i'm quite smart *evil laugh* *pede berath* (and... let's just hope somebody notices me that well. :P).
then, when i begin to think that somebody notices me that i'm good enough at what i do to do something, i feel stumbled. i feel something or somebody doesn't want me to be that good. (and the 'nefting' begins... hehehe).
aseli. i begin to think this person is... *hegh* ngeselin.
pushes people around.
yasudahlah.
i will just go with the flow. if i do something right, i might rise. :)
well, good deeds never go in vain.
amen.
anjrit!
keselnya ngga ilang-ilang.
kesel! kesel! kesel!
ah kesel banget gue hari ini.
giling kerjaan gue banyak banget + gue harus nyelesaiin sj gue + sekarang gue seperti dikejar-kejar yang bukan kerjaan gue. yang harusnya bukan jadi tanggung jawab gue.
aseli. gue jadi mikir.
apa gue ngga keliatan kaya kerja ya.
buset.
whoosah. whoosah.
