Tuesday, August 24, 2004

sms
Pagi **k*... slamat bekerja!

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Pagi juga ren, :) lagi otw ke ktr, sarapan gak ren? Let me guess...,. PASTI GAK! hehe

The person I sms to is actually a new person in my life. Although I've seen him for almost a year now, but I just know him for the past 2 weeks.
He's one of the nicest person I've ever talked to.

I don't know if I am just stupid, but I love talking to him. I enjoyed my time.
I even got addicted to his calls.
May be itz just a usuall felling becoz you will feel the same thing if he calls you often.
What make things worse, is that there are sparx in it.
And I fel BAD 'bout it...

Yeah... and I can't do anything 'bout it! =(

Saturday, August 21, 2004

ooops I did it again
I played with my heart
got lost in the game
uhh baby baby

this song sounds so familiar in my ear right now.
I've done a fatal mistake...
How can I not learn from mistake ya?
=P

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Hidup itu seperti roda...
Ada waktunya kita sedih, ada waktunya kita senang.

Kalo beberapa bulan yang lalu gue sedih dan terus berlanjut jadi sedih BANGET! Mungkin sekarang Tuhan berpikir kalo sudah waktunya roda gue naik ke atas.

Gue kenal sama seseorang, yang awalnya gue sangka dia sombong. Tapi ternyata dia baik bangeeet!
Gue pancing dikit, dia tetep baik lho!
Dan akhirnya pancingan gue sampai juga ke ngopi bareng di suatu pagi buta. He asked me out, yang tentunya dijawab dengan kata 'Ya' yang lantang. He picked me out, and I finally experienced his Magic Trick.
Not like I thought he was (sombong dan cool dan pendiam) ternyata dia lucu juga dan nyambung aja ngobrol sama dia.
Saking asiknya ngobrol, tadinya yang mo pergi gak lama-lama (karena gue masih punya pekerjaan yang tertunda), jadi melar sampe jam setengah 4 pagi... =) predictable huh!

Paginya, hari berjalan lebih santai dari biasanya, coz I didn't have to go to the office.
Sorenya, waktu lagi syuting, he called. Just for awhile, but surprise aja. coz actually I didn't expect anything.
Malemnya, kepikiran untuk sms dia. Tapi belum sempet terealisir, dia udah nelepon gue. hehehehe
Gara-gara HP gue yang abis batre, the conversation was cut off. Kirain gak telepon lagi ternyata dia masi mencoba. 1st session lastd for around 15 min. And then came session 2, which lastd for only 5 min. But this time itz cut off coz I had a meeting.
3rd session he called me for more than 3 hours. We talked 'bout un-important things. =) Again itz cut off coz I ran out of batt. I thought thatz it, itz time to get some sleep coz itz 3 AM! But he called again, for about an hour. And then I went to bed... =)

That should wrapped up my day and the answer of my sadness...
hehehe

Friday, August 13, 2004

I really need to cry...

Thursday, August 12, 2004

i'm not a perfect person, there are many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt you, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i hate to say before i go, that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do, and that reason is you

TIPS TO GET PROMOTED!

1. Learn how to please your boss
2. Never say 'NO' to whatever your boss is saying
3. Know how to lick your boss' ass clean
4. Be a hypocrite

Apply this to get the free Highway ticket to be Promoted...
=)

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Gue SEBEL dimarahin!!! mulu lagiii...

is everything become my fault???

hikshikshiks

SUEBELLL!!!!
*sambil manyun*

Monday, August 09, 2004

busy... busy... busy dayzz!

ya know, when I am busy, I always remember my friends. All I can think of is, when can i see them, hang out with them and have fun together.
Busy dayz make me miss my friends...

but... this time it's a bit different!
this time, I am not only thinking about my friends... but also MY MOM!
I never really think of her, since she and my papi live very far from us.
But this Cantik Indonesia thing makes me remember her... =)

When the candidates were given their phones. I could't believe my eyes when I saw them ALL cried!!!
Well, not all of them called their momies, plenty of them called their boyfriends (and still they cried!).
I can't stop to wonder why...
They were away from momies only 2 days, and they cried!
may be it's just me who's too cold to have such feelings...

Ya sudzz... gapapa
look at he bright side...
They make me remember mommy...

Luv ya Mom... =)

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Tuhan itu emang baik dech! Udah 2 hari lebih gue BT banget...
tapi hari ini Tuhan just calmed me down.

Tadi gue ngobrol pertama kalinya dengan lebih akrab ma 'cowo' yang selama ini cuma gue kenal deket lewat message di friendster. Gak nyangka ternyata dia baik banget kalo udah ngomong face to face.
Cuma memang gue maluuuuu aja... maklum gue kanmemang pemalu... buehehehehe

Tebak siapa namanya?
P.E.*.I
;P

SENANGNYA hari ini... =)

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

HELP!!!
I need a shoulder to cry on...

hikshikshiks

Monday, August 02, 2004

Gue eneg banget kerja! Kerasanya sampe ke perut...
I REALLY NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!

Kalo begini pengen banget punya temen yang bisa jadi tempat curhat gue... kalo gue eneg ato cape tinggal telepon aja, terus ilang dech kekesalan gue...

hu uh SEBEEEEELLLL!