Faith, Hope and LOVE

'si renny emang creative yang tercipta untuk EFP nigh. keluar kota mulu!'

creative yang paling sering di luar kota dari grupku. sampai-sampai seorang bos dari seberang grup menyangka aku sudah keluar dari TV-ku yang sekarang. =P (pengen siy, tapi... hehehe)

2 hari yang lalu, di sebuah hotel di Jogjakarta, aku ingat aku sedang mandi sambil berpikir. aku ingat, 2 tahun yang lalu aku juga lumayan sering mondar-mandir ke kota pelajar itu dan kota-kota lain di Indonesia. aku masih ingat secara garis besar yang aku lakukan selama aku berada di kota-kota itu. lalu aku teringat jaman-jaman ketika aku sering berada di luar kota dan berada di hotel-hotel itu, dan apa saja yang aku lakukan pada masa-masa itu di luar waktu kerjaku yang lumayan padat. lalu... kembali aku teringat seseorang yang biasa mengisi hari-hari ku selama aku di luar kota. =(

history repeated!

seandainya aku tidak pernah mengenalnya, ya seperti inilah yang aku akan lakukan. semua hal yang ku lakukan sekarang ini, selama aku tidak lagi mendengar dan melihatnya.
may be God is giving me a chance to review things, to repeat it all over again.
only this time He takes 1 item.
1 item only.
1 item that to me does matters...

posted by flirty @ 12:52 PM 0 Comments

if life is a serie of puzzle and we can get the pieces of the puzzle from what happens in life, then i hope my answer of my puzzle would not be a horrible one. (or better i hope it's just my silly thought!) Lately, i've been through a series of things that relates to speed, fast, chase and accident...

i dream quite a lot nowadays. usually it happened when i was tired which occures quite often lately. dunno why!
the theme of my dreams are most of the time the same. it's about a chase. can't remember exactly either i am chased or i chase somebody. all i can remember is i got tired from the chase. hehehe.

my latest program does also concerns chases and speed. it's Formula One, 'the fastest race program in the whole world'. it is fast, involves a lot of speed, chases and of course... accidents.

yesterday, on my shooting day, i saw 2 accidents happens. sereeeemm. the 1st one happened on my way to my shooting location. a bike hit a car very hard, right in front of my nose. before the bike hit the car, 2 bikes were already stopping from an accident that happened just a moment before...
i saw the poor guy lying on the ground. he hit the car hardly and then was hit by his own bike a second later. poor him. i am sure he was in great pain. he moved for just 3 seconds, and still he was. it's a good thing the guy was hurriedly helped by some other bikers.
as for me and my friends, we didn't do anything. speechless from being too shock. we turned around instead...

on the way back home, i saw another accident. thank God this one is not as bad as the one before. (tapi tetep serem!) the bike in front of the car i was riding fell when he tried to avoid our car.
funny fact is that the accient happened just after i told the driver about the accident i saw earlier. hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeee.

there's also another accident that almost (thank God!) occured. it almost happened coz my phone rang. thank God Deasy helped me. if she didn't, then right now my company will be cutting my salary becoz i have broken one of company's property, a 21 inch television. ;)
this last one may seem stupid, but is quite scary lowh...

hehehehe

posted by flirty @ 7:22 PM 0 Comments

my routine activity on my way to this very far away office, is reading. just now i read an article from ps: magazine. the title of the article is 'being a cameo: no need to change yourself'.

this article tells about the writer's experience when he was watching a movie with his family. but in all, he is trying to explain what a cameo is.
what's interesting to me is the way the writer, bin harlan boer, ends his article.

...
Maka, bila ada orang yang mengatakan bahwa kehidupan di dunia ini seperti film kolosal berdurasi amat panjang yang peran dan skenarionya telah ditentukan, maka saya ingin sekali bisa jadi cameo. Walau hanya tampil sebentar, tapi berarti. Saya juga bisa membuat orang-orang terhibur. Dan tidak perlu merubah karakter, cukup jadi diri sendiri. Menjiwai apa yang saya miliki, sepertinya cukup menyenangkan.
...

just like the writer, i also wanna be a cameo.
i may appear not long, but let my appearance be meaningful...

posted by flirty @ 3:47 PM 0 Comments