Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Hari yang menyebalkan...

Dari pagi gue sudah dikejutkan dengan banyak kejadian yang membuat BT. Untung aja gue orangnya sabar, impulsive, jadi walaupun lagi BT berat kalo udah menumpahkan rasa BT ama apa aja, udah mendingan dech.

Tadi pagi gue baru ballik dari kantor jam 3 pagi, naik TAXI! Bayangin cewe pulang pagi naik taxi sendirian, mana rumah gue minta ampun jauhnya! (baru kerasa dech rumahnya jauh kalo udah kepepet kaya gini! =P) Gue baru tidur jam 1/2 5 pagi dan gue dibangunin jam 1/2 7 pagi untuk sesuatu yang gak penting kaya buang sampah lah, minta duit lah, apalah... rese!!! pada gak tahu apa kalo gue tuch cape banget!

Belum puas tidur, gue terpaksa bangun jam 9 pagi, gara-gara udah keburu pusing gak bisa tidur lagi karena kebanyakan orang yang teriak-teriak di tidur gue. Ceritanya gue mo siapin baju gue buat pergi hari jumat. Lagi nyari-nyari baju, terus gue menemukan kalo t-shirt yang baru aja gue beli dan baru gue pake sekali, BOLONG! RESEEEEEE!! emang sich salah gue, kenapa gak gue biarain aja baju itu di kamar gue biar gue cuci sendiri. Tapi RESEEEEEEE! Itu kan baju baru!! Pakenya juga belum puas!

Gak ada kerjaan en jam 3 ternyata masi lama banget ya...

Saking gak tahu lagi mo ngapain, gue ngebaca blog orang... en WAAAAAH! Hebat! Mereka semua jago nulis. Blog-nya bagus-bagus, gaya tulisannya juga keren-keren. WOOOW...

Kapan ya gue bisa kaya gitu?? =)

Sekarang sebenernya gue lagi sebel banget. Hari ini gue harus shooting recording a band from Makassar. Biasanya jam 1/2 12 juga dah nyampe balik di kantor, tapi gara-gara kita harus nungguin take yang berulang-ulang ampe cape, jam 1/2 1 baru selese and gue baru nyampe kantor lagi jam 1. Yang artinya gue dah ditinggal ma anteran. Sebenernya gue cape banget, pengennya sich pulang aja naik taxi, tapi gue takuuuut. Gini ari pulang!!! Gile rumah gue jauuuuh bo! Naik taxi sendirian... iiiiiih sereeeeem!
Tapi tadi gue ampir balik juga, tapi gara-gara keasikan main game... gue pikir-pikir ya udah dech tungguin anteran aja. Akhirnya beginilah gue stuck di kantor ampe jam 3! Gileeeeee. =)

Pengennya sich ngobrol ama siapa kek gitu, curhat apaan kek. Tapi siapa ya yang masih bangun jam segini, terus mau lagi dengerin cewe satu yang gak beres ini nyerocos lagi. hehehehe KACIAAAN dech gue! =(

hmmmm... Tapi beneran lho. Seandainya gue punya temen ngobrol waktu dini hari. Pasti gue seneng... Karena gue lumayan sering juga nigh pulang jam segini.
Siapa ya yang mau?? =)

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

They finally open the Friendster! Glad am I... =)

Waktu periode shooting NESCAFE ke luar kota, ada cowo yang minta no telepon gue. Dasar gue orangnya gak enakkan, ya gue kasi aja. Gue pikir, biasa lah cowo... Semenjak gue kasi no gue itu, dia sering banget sms dan telepon gue. In his smsz he mentioned something 'bout love at first sight... and those things lah, while he's only 19!!! Yang bikin gue gak ngerti lagi, gue gak pernah bener-bener ngobrol ama dia waktu kita ketemuan. Ya... gue emang wawancara dia, tapi itupun gak lama dan yang ada juga dia gue cela!
Anyway, dia akhirnya ketemu gue lagi di Jakarta setelah hampir sebulan gak liat gue. Dan hal yang pertama dia lakukan adalah... giving me a watch! Gila... sering-sering aja kaya gini! ;P. Aneh juga sich. Gimana ya... He doesn't know me! Yang dia tahu paling gue 'Jomblo'. Kalo itu sich, semua orang juga tahu! =)

Setelah dia kasi jam itu, mungkin dia berharap gue bakalan baik banget ma dia. Well, ternyata nggak! Gue gak mau dia mikir gue cuma semurah jam tangan. ENAK AJA!
Tapi sebenarnya dia orangnya baik kok. Kaya (katanya!), terus calon artis yang potensial lagi. Cuma... VERY 19! hehehe

Gak tahu dech mo ngapain lagi. Kasian sich dia gue cuekin mulu. Dia sampe curhat lho sama one of my collegue. Ya... Entar dech, gak tahu gimana tapi gue akan berusaha ngebaikin dia. =)
Hehehe

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Menyebalkan!!! Kenapa ya, orang itu gak bisa liat orang seneng dikit... Udah cape banget musti kerja berat, eeeeh masih juga nge-cut the only fun we can have here! The Friendster thing... DAMN! May be becoz everybody here is addicted to it, everybody has become the Frienster's slut. Thaz why we feel very disappointed. Again... thatz the only fun we have... besides Blogger of course. If they banned this also, udah deh... Keluar aja! =)

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

I'm having a dillema right now. I dunno if what I've done is wrong. May be I'm not that understanding (although I always think I can tolerate people's attitude)... May be I'm THAT selfish!!! May be I have this veery big ego... I dunno... I dare not to think of anything right now. I'm sad... very sad... =(

Monday, April 05, 2004

After so many days living days that don't feel like living, I can now come up with new things I've learned in my life's journey...
I finally realize that everybody wants and needs to be LOVED! I dunno why it took me that long to finally realize it. Yeah... at least i realize it now. =)

After almost 2 months not going to church, I finally went there yesterday. May be I've been hanging around with dangdut too long that I realize that I've lost my rythim. I can no longer dance accordingly with the music. I forgot what it's like to enjoy music... Poor me... =(

One more thing that I learn this week.
Sometimes un-important things ccan add value to one thing. Just like the neclace I wear today and yesterday. The necklace doesn't seem important at all. If took it off, nobody will get hurt. But... when I wear it, I feel cool-lah... hehehe

Friday, April 02, 2004

I feel dead bored these last few days... I have tried to message people but... nothing and nobody can cheer me up!!! So this morning when i realized that today is Friday, I dressed up and hope I can meet someone nice. As a nice girl, I prayed to God and hope that my God hears me and answered it. And guess what??? I see someone nice!! But I won't tell you who is it! hehehe
Well, i think that explains why you have to pray everyday... =)